NOVEMBER ! only one and three fourths of a month and 2009 is history ! the year has gone WAY too fast. Yesterday i stayed @ borders till 11 00 studying for AP BIO with vivian & julah & steph, for awhile . aww, so much people are dying from swine flu, and my mom STILL didn't take us to our pediatrician for our swine flu vaccine shot/nasal spray. It's great to be back at osos , but so much catching up to do . oh well, and my mom was like yaddyaydddyyadddyya about going to korea next year , cause ill be so busy as a senior and josh doesnt even want to go -____- ill just get my nose or eyes done LOL :D even if i dont go next year i still have 2011 summer cause its my GRAD SUMMER yay!<3 and finally, ill escape from this cucamongan place! and off to the EAST COAST i go (: i hate guys , i always fall for the same stupid mistakes over and over again, but now really till i graduate im only going to be looking at shinwoo , GJP , xiah , taecyeon . cause real high school boys are just BLEK. I have to start writing COMMON APPS so i could prepare for next year -_________________- and study for SAT I for december, study for SAT II subject testS, AP testS, scholarship deadlines .. ETCETCETC so much to do in so little time . my life this year is so chaotic , hectic, just stresssful ! help me, GOD!<3

yes , so i think i should probably blog more often to take out my inner feelings LOL
these days .. life sucks . it does a bit , ap classes / junior year / SATs / new school / new friends . *sigh*
okay so theres this guy .. NO NAMES MENTIONED . is making me break my promise of having no boyfriends during highschool! well, actually i didnt break it yet, and i WONT even if he did already ask me .. because its a promise i made to myself which i definitely do NOT want to break! its ME to who i promised it ... But , it doesnt mean we can be "talking" ? right steph ? (: i mean i never promised myself that i wouldnt not LIKE anyone . ill just not go out with them . no more relationships = waste of time when its not gonna work out in the end anyways . so thats that for now !

wow, steph, THANKS for reading, i'm sure youre the only one who reads it now ! haha, so ill post them up specially for you and when i remember to post them .. or simply cause i feel like it ! well , AP classes are hard .. and i thought it would be easier at SCHS but actually its not, the teachers are actually WAY more harder and smarter. they frkn graduated from PRINCETON and teachers class as if its a grad school PH.D class -_____- AP biology is okayish BAD. APUSH have fun stories . APENG is just plain o' CRAZY . and the rest is bleh . i like my new school now , but its weird how its my junior year and im not scared about college -___- i should be . i went to a yale information sesssion @ pomona high school today ! it was fun , i really want to go to YALE now but i still want to go to princeton . AGH! so much places but only ONE me :O well i should nt even be doing this right now . oh well, my throat hurts , EVERYONE SHOULD GET THEIR FLU SHOTS .. this month and november are going to be the WORST they say ... or yahoo says at least .i already took medicine cause i cant afford to be sick this year, i dont have time to be laying in bed , dying ... i have to be strong and get htrough this year ! okay, now imma bounce! BOUNCE!

okay , so now... schs is pretty fun (:
but sad thing .. i know only about ten juniors, and the rest of my friends are seniors or sophomores who are older than me but they came from korea before so they had to go back a grade or two -______- ...
anywho i want to go to homecoming , but i dont know who to go with .. or who would even ask me )= sad life ... school is sad cause of AP classes and dreadful homework overloads... new bestfriends: ben & dominique (: so funnny .. dominique just gave ben a box of condoms since his dad is a OB (baby doctor or something ) ... -__- it was awkward since they always let me know these things .. and they wonder why i never done druggs .. *sigh* these people .. are going to get cancer soon tsktsk . LOL but yeah , okay i should go write my apush frq now ... i dont think anyone reads this anymore thats gooood .. more privacy (: cause im too lazy to make another one.

yay! friday, two more days till first day of junior year (:
my niece and nephew already came from COREA! yes, our house is packed, but it's still fun ! korean clothes (; junghwa sleeeeeeeps too much! she 's an ol' sleeepy grumpy grandma! oh well, we have to go to church soon . it's so funny how they keeep calling my momm halmoni but my mom hates it ... being a grandma at 40 L O L ! junghwa thinks she's skinnny & pretty (i'm ovvvverexagggerating, but thats the point !)but shes not, shes a ol' grumpy sleeeepy lazy person-who-keeeps-saying-just-5-more-minutes-every-single-time-i-wake-her-up grandma! we have quite interesting conversations at night ! <3 HAHAHAHAHA!
ohkay now imma bounce, yay! schooooool (:

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bloggggging is starting to get .. a little lazy now hahaha . actually i mean im gettting lazy to blog now (: what the heck am i saying ?
i should listen to sheenna's singing thing, but im too lazy to find my earphones and i dont want to just listen to it from my computer speakers cause then my momma will yell at me for not doing something more useful -______-
i hate SAT's ! but finally GRADES have risen, and this week is the last week although i still have to continue til my official SAT day .
im excited/anxious about going to new schoool . i mean new school, new people, new peers, new enemies (hopefullly no more enemies, but there's always ONE )
yes! junggghwa is coming next monday, presssssents!<3 lol , yes thats all im waiting for . pwahahhaah (: how cruel , oh well . josh cut his hair ... or shaved so it looks awkward but ill probbbly get used to it soon, he said he s not going to grow it anymore o.O we 'll see . now im gonna go listen to sheeeena . (: yeeeeeeee! imma bounce now (: